The most worldly writing in Dance: Change or, Fix Putin Jesus, fix him

by Paul Ben-Itzak
Copyright 1999, 2022 Paul Ben-Itzak

While the somewhat rambling nature of this early overnight Flash Review by the editor, first published exclusively on the Dance Insider on December 16, 1999, is nothing to be proud of — let alone to foist on the reader a second time — we do so today because a) it serves as a useful reminder that even traumatic change can provide a window of opportunity; b) the dance-by-dance and above all dancer-by-dancer analysis represents a Hall of Fame of the Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater in one of its golden epochs worthy of being recorded in cyber-stone and for cyber-posterity; and c) the updated headline, evoking the most poignant moment in Alvin Ailey’s most potent dance, “Revelations,” is too pertinent to resist. To find out how to purchase your own copy of the Dance Insider Archive of 2000 exclusive reviews of performances on five continents over 20+ years by 150 of the best critics in the world, most of them professional dance artists, contact us at artsvoyager@gmail.com .

NEW YORK — It’s said that if there is a nuclear winter, the only species which won’t be affected by this unwelcome change of seasons is the lowly cockroach. A member of this family — one whose size classified him in the ‘rodent’ sub-species –suddenly appeared in the window of the Thai joint, facing the stage door of City Center, where my guest and I sat chowing down on Pad Thai three summers ago. My companion was serene. I calmly asked –okay, shrieked — for the youngish waiter to remove this interloper, which he calmly did, by placing a cloth napkin around it.

My companion continued: “Certain things happen in your life to make you go ahead further from what you think you are as a person, and make you open up your life more. It’s not always easy; it has to be hard to make it easy. That’s why we have all this different weather in winter, spring, summer, and fall. But Winter never fails to turn to Spring. And there’s always a reason things happen. We may not see it right away, and I know I don’t see it immediately. But when I see it, when I accept it, it’s there. Life does go on; it constantly will go on, with or without you, so you might as well be with it, because it won’t stop for you.”

My companion was Elizabeth Roxas, and we had been discussing how the changes — many of them traumatic — in her own life had influenced her dancing, particularly her interpretation of the main role in “Memoria,” Alvin Ailey’s eulogy for Joyce Trisler. Discussing her performance in this work in Dance magazine, for which I was then interviewing her, I later wrote that the ballet revealed “that she is a dancer with spiritual gravitus…. Roxas plays a woman departing from her circle of friends and students. Even when other dancers are swirling about her, it is clear that she is at the center of the action. When she first performed the work, Roxas would often cry. Later, she felt as if her character were detached from the others. She admits this feeling had less to do with onstage dynamics than her offstage traumas: her injuries, the loss of her father in 1982, the disintegration of her marriage, and her divorce.”

Liz and I became friends, and have remained so since she retired from Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater in 1997. While we have had our differences over the years, one trait has linked us: we both value our vulnerability like a mother lion protects her cub. We both expose ourselves in our work. Liz in dances like “Memoria” and Lar Lubovitch’s “Fandango,” and me — well, you know me, Al!

In fact, it was this vulnerability in “Memoria”– the first time I saw her perform, in 1995 — that compelled me to want to find out more about Liz as a person, to write about her. And it was this fearless emotional revelation — by Liz and then-colleagues like Leonard Meek, Don Bellamy, Michael Thomas, Toni Pierce, Nasha Thomas, Renee Robinson, Dudley Williams, Uri Sands, and Lisa Johnson –that drew me back to Ailey the next two seasons. All but Robinson, Williams, and Sands have departed, and, as you may have noticed, I’ve been occasionally hard on the current generation of Ailey performers. Okay, the word ‘robot’ was employed.

Now, of course, none of these dancers are robots; they are all warm-blooded human beings, who, like Liz, have the POTENTIAL to use their limbs to reveal their hearts –and thus enable us to identify, in our hearts, with the work. We perhaps can’t do what they do, but we can certainly feel what they feel and, in fact, seeing these emotions physically hyper-extended intensifies and amplifies and localizes and even helps us identify and define these emotions.

Where these performers have fallen short, in my opinion, is in exploiting that ability in their performances. Take Linda-Denise Evans. She is one of the most technically adept Ailey woman. And she is not fresh out of high school; she no doubt has the life experiences to draw from to be able to infuse her high technique with high emotional resonance. I interviewed her once — when, as one of Ailey’s then two parents, she successfully fought to have on-site child care inserted in the dancers’ contract. I found Evans to be intelligent, warm, and deep. On stage, while there’s nothing to quibble about in her technique, she has usually seemed to me a cold performer — at least as far as I can see from beyond the footlights.

It was Liz who first introduced me to Linda-Denise, when she was coaching her and Richard Witter in “Fandango.”

I had studiously avoided seeing “Memoria” since Liz left the company; not because of any antipathy towards her successors, but because I wanted to hang on to the memory of Roxas in the role, without any more recent experiences to dim that recollection. Wednesday night’s program at City Center was billed simply as Ailey classics, so I was surprised when the curtain rose, and there was “Memoria,” with Linda-Denise wearing the light magenta dress I had first seen Liz in, her hair bunned in the same manner. And there, a few rows in front of me, dressed in a fur coat, black top, and leather pants, hair unbunned, sat Liz.

After joking to my companion that I would just look at Liz and imagine her in the role, I turned to the stage and what was unfolding in front of me.

I’ve said before that the great thing about live theater is you never know what to expect. I’ve also said that this New York dance season has been marked by surprise, and that no surprise is better than when a performer who has previously disappoints me turns me on. As near as I can figure, the section of “Memoria” excerpted last night establishes the central character’s relations to her friends/followers, ending with her departure from the circle. The succeeding sections of the piece include younger and younger dancers, until the finale, when a mass of student dancers shares the stage.

To surround her last night, Evans had a stellar circle of friends — including Mathew Rushing, Guillermo Asci, Sands, Bernard Gaddis, and Linda Caceres (particularly poignant as a younger woman — perhaps meant to be a younger version of Trisler — who passes before Evans, a memory or a shade). For the first time, Evans seemed genuinely vulnerable. There was fear there, loss, poignant nostalgia — in all, she was moved and moving. Linda-Denise seems to be coming out of her shell.

It was, for the most part, a generous evening from the company. Solange Sandy-Groves was the star, witty in a section from “Night Creature” (the first Ailey ballet I ever saw), duly burdened in the ‘Fix Me Jesus’ section of “Revelations,” and generous again at the end of Revelations when, as the senior woman on stage, she gave the go-ahead for the encore. (This is an old Ailey tradition; the senior woman gages the audience enthusiasm at the curtain call, and then decides whether to signal the sound person for the reprise of “Rock My Soul.” Much of the audience, especially in New York, is aware of this stake, and there’s a funny little exchange as the curtain goes up and down, and the audience makes its case. Last night, Sandy-Groves made us beg for it, waiting until the fifth or sixth curtain call!)

In a way, Sandy-Groves’s “Fix Me” is most demonstrative of the point (yes, there is a point) I’ve been trying to get at. The woman’s role here features lots of high extensions. It is virtuosic; in the wrong feet, it can be simply that and nothing more. And there seems to be a growing portion of the audience that demands nothing more, applauding whenever that leg rises towards six o’clock. Liz, who danced for many years, can get that extension, but she always used it to make a larger point. It was a sign of emotional triumph — or of an attempt to triumph –over adverse circumstance. Sandy-Groves doesn’t have that physical stature, but she didn’t cede. Last night, she revealed the burden that is weighing this woman and her companion down. We saw a real physical force, a current of strife, really, bend her back at the waist.

I was reminded of an essential, fundamental truth about theater: It’s not a matter of one person being “better” in a role than others. Different performers just bring different strengths, and different emphases. I learned this many years ago as a playwright, when a role I had designed as literally a dream girl was played by someone who was not my idea of one. She won me over by elevating and revealing the tenderness and humor in the role, which even I as the author hadn’t seen. She taught me something new about not just the part, but the piece. Such was Sandy-Groves’s accomplishment last night. And, once again, I have to “revise” my earlier, um, evaluation of Ailey artistic director Judith Jamison. Her standards for what constitute merit and artistic worth obviously go much deeper than brilliant technique; she can detect a lustrous soul as well.

Another surprise last night to me was Williams who, performing “I Want to Be Ready” in ‘Rev’ last year seemed, after 35 years with the company, to be, well, ready to move on and off the stage. But he reversed time for a moment Wednesday — actually for two moments, pushing his physical limits in ‘Rev’ and imbuing with emotional eloquence a “Love Songs” solo which, if memory serves, was written for Williams and addressed to him by Ailey.

Also generous with their performing time were Rushing and Sands, who appeared in three pieces during the seven (? –woke up this a.m. to finish this overnight Flash Review and couldn’t find the program; argh!) ballets or excerpts of ballets crammed into the second act. Rushing was by turns witty as the nerd opposite a suave Sands in one bluesy duet, and swift, deft, and musical — while holding a trumpet for much of the time — as the hipster Dizzy Gillespie opposite Sands’s Parker in “For Bird–With Love.”

The only hazard in this type of well-intentioned cavalcade is — well, there are two. First, it’s presented as a cavalcade–again, well-motivated, but having the effect for those that haven’t seen some of the ballets of blending them into one amorphous work. Usually, a pause separates different ballets in an act, but there were no such intervals here. The other hazard is whether it is fair to the choreographer to take segments of the ballet out of context. Though I still have a problem with it, this seems more acceptable in the classical ballet context, i.e. when presenting, say, the “Romeo & Juliet” pas de deux. There’s more to that story than this encounter, but we all more or less know the context. Presenting just the jazzy club scene of ‘Bird’ — while it’s certainly fun to watch — eclipses that this tale is essentially a deep dark tragedy. The uplifting jazz is part of that story, but presented alone, doesn’t it subvert the main thrust of the story which drew Ailey? This hazard is even more apparent in “Cry,” Ailey’s paean to Black mothers. This solo is comprised of three parts — one which conveys the burden and struggle, the other a bit more mellow and reflective, and the final celebratory. In this “classics” format, we just get the celebratory moment, whose very power ordinarily comes from seeing what came before it. It is a release from burden.

That quibble noted, Wednesday was a nice opportunity to get an intro to the vastness and depth of the Ailey rep. and of Alvin Ailey’s gift as a choreographer. After seeing the killer portion of “Night Creature” (to Duke Ellington), for example, I have to say that Susan Stroman’s swing-based choreography in the current Broadway hit “Contact” pales — PALES — by comparison. Stroman may be an improvement relative to what usually passes for choreography on Broadway (Garth Fagan’s “Lion King” moves being the bright light of an exception), but in the larger dance universe, she’s nowhere near as gifted as Ailey in finding an original, inventive dance vocabulary for a jazz score.

It was also a reminder of the depth of these dancers — the sheer variety of tempi and mini-styles within the choreography of Ailey they must essay, let alone the additional styles of other company choreographers.

And nowhere is the variety of rep. or skills as apparent as in these marathon, month-long New York seasons. Watching the variety last night, I was reminded that we Gothamites are indeed lucky to be able to see all this. I’m fairly sure that on the road, with the exception of some venues which can accommodate the company for a couple of weeks, most cities get the Ailey for a weekend or two, with programs usually comprised of “Revelations” and the couple of premieres or new productions in the touring rep. We get to see, if not the whole megilla, a health sampling of it.

And, just to fill you in on something you may not be aware of: While the company makes a mint on the opening gala — $1.7 million this year, I believe — and over the long haul needs to have a healthy presence in New York to keep its financial supporters happy, in general, companies do not make money on a New York season. So it’s understandable how the season, besides being demanding on the dancers — there are, after all, only 31 of them, performing 23 ballets — could also be taxing on the supporting staff. And why the director of marketing and public relations might get a little bent out of shape by a damning review.

My colleague Wendy P. pointed this out to me, more or less. She and a couple of others have also pointed out that the hazard of the Flash Review is there’s little time to consider and reflect. I would amplify this point: While I think it’s still fair game to go to town on the performance immediately at hand, it’s unfair, and perhaps unwise, to generalize about the company in its current vintage without waiting to see how the entire season unfolds, as I did in a previous review which provoked the ire of the afore-mentioned flack. In retrospect, I can see that I should have waited for such an evaluation until I had seen more of the gamut.

So let me close this, my last Ailey review for the season, with a forward-looking suggestion: When the company performed at the New York State Theater a couple of summers ago, Jamison commented to me, with justifiably high expectations, that really, this world-class company should be performing in that world-class theater more often. A summer season there would also give it a greater presence in its hometown. Our major white ballet companies perform here for three-six months per year. As the busiest dance company in the world, Ailey doesn’t need the extra work, but we could benefit from having them stick around a bit more, and I’m sure the dancers would welcome a little bit less life on the road as well.

June 11, 1998: Birth of a dance magazine

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“Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world.”

— Margaret Mead, cited on the back cover of Issue #1 of The Dance Insider, Summer 1998

“Dance writing shouldn’t hide backstage, but should join in the wider cultural critical dialogue.”

— Dancer Z, inaugural issue, The Dance Insider

Please help us celebrate our 20th anniversary by subscribing to the DI today, for just $29.95 / year, or making a donation. Just designate your payment through PayPal to paulbenitzak@gmail.com, or write us at that address to find out about payment by check. Subscribers get access to our DI Archives of more than 2,000 exclusive reviews by 150 writers of performances, films, art exhibitions and more from five continents, as well as our five-year Jill Johnston and extensive Martha Graham archives, plus new articles. Subscribe by June 24 and receive a free photo ad.

On June 11, 1998, in SoHo, New York City, a new dance magazine was born, printed on 100% recycled paper paid for by the Eddy Foundation: The Dance Insider, with founding editor Veronica Dittman, founding publisher Paul Ben-Itzak, and a stable of professional dancers, journalists, and photographers, notably Jamie Phillips and Robin Hoffman. Features editor Rebecca Stenn provided the model of the dancer-writer and choreographer-educator Sara Hook the brain trust. Eileen Darby eventually became our senior advisor. Officially launched later that month at (and graciously hosted by) the American Dance Festival in Durham, North Carolina, the issue featured original cover and back cover photography by Phillips of Pilobolus Dance Theater performers Rebecca Anderson, Mark Santillano, and Gaspard Louis. (The Pilobolus connection having been secured by Pils alumna Rebecca Jung.) Our mission (besides going where no dance magazine had gone before):  To give a voice to dancers, to tell stories not told elsewhere, and to build the dance audience. The content included:

** Insider Picks of upcoming performances by the Hamburg Ballet, whose artistic director, John Neumeier, confided in the DI, “The most successful ballets, if they are stories…, are stories we cannot retell — just as it is very difficult to tell what you dreamt last night”; ODC / San Francisco; and, at Jacob’s Pillow and the ADF, respectively, Joanna Haigood and David Grenke, the latter of whom explained to the DI: “All of this stuff comes out of my body, and then it’s a matter of having it make sense to other people.”

** An Insider Forum in which Joffrey Ballet star and choreographer Christian Holder, American Ballet Theatre principal Ethan Stiefel, Joffrey alumna Hoffman (at the time in-house notator with the Paul Taylor Dance Company), Ben-Itzak, and moderator Veronica Dittman debated the question: “Is ballet irrelevant?” The article also featured interviews with Lines Contemporary Ballet director Alonzo King and Kennedy Center president Lawrence J. Wilker, and was illustrated with photography by Marty Sohl and Weiferd Watts.

** Insider News, illustrated with photography by Roy Volkmann of the Alvin Ailey Dance Company’s Mucuy Bolles and Don Bellamy, on personnel changes, promotions, guest appearances, and upcoming performances by the Ailey, Dallas Black Dance Theater, Mark Dendy, the Frankfurt Ballet, and Hamburg Ballet, plus labor strife at the Martha Graham Dance Company. Contributors to the section included recently retired Ailey star Elizabeth Roxas, the DI’s modern dance editor.

** “Fear and loathing with the fungus,” PBI’s inside report from Washington Depot, Connecticut, on the creation of Pilobolus’s collaboration with laureated jazz composer and big band leader Maria Schneider, who told the DI after one session with the dancers and the choreographic triumvirate of Robby Barnett, Jonathan Wolken, and Michael Tracy, “You get the feeling they all want something different….” The article was accompanied by a Pilobolus lexicon, more photography from Philips featuring Anderson, Louis, Santillano, and Trebien Pollard, and a first-hand report from an audition for Momix, the company of Pilobolus co-founder Moses Pendleton.

** An interview with Donald McKayle on the occasion of his 50th year in dance, illustrated with a photograph of McKayle and Carmen De Lavallade performing the former’s “Rainbow ‘Round my Shoulder” provided by fabled archivist Joe Nash and ADF. “When you find the linkage between dance and story,” McKayle told the DI, “you have found something very rich.” The article offered an exclusive excerpt of McKayle’s upcoming autobiography.

** “Inside Presenting,” sub-titled, “From the cradle to the grave, new ways to build your audience,” and featuring interviews with Wilker, ODC co-director KT Nelson, Pacific Northwest Ballet co-founder Francia Russell, Walker Art Center director Philip Bither, and many others, and illustrated with Keith Haring’s body painting of Bill T. Jones. The article was accompanied by a side-bar by Stenn recounting her experience performing for and teaching children on behalf of Pilobolus.

** A farewell to San Francisco Ballet diva Evelyn Cisneros, with a review by Aimee Ts’ao of Cisneros’s swan song and a tribute by Cisneros’s colleague (and DI education editor) Edward Ellison.

** An exclusive interview with flamenco legend Lola Greco on her controversial departure from the National Ballet of Spain.

** Dittman’s unique perspective on a performance by American Ballet Theater: “It is truly heartening to be reminded that there is still plenty in the world of dance, where lately I’ve seen only paucity.” (Harald Landers’s “Etudes” did not fare so well.)

** The DI’s inaugural issue terminated with a manifesto from “Dancer Z,” the nom de plum of a busy NYC modern dancer. Analyzing the current critical landscape, Dancer Z wrote: “The mere reportage of events which comprises most dance reviews seems directed towards the audience member who fell asleep and missed what happened on the stage, or for the viewer who seeks a poetic recapitulation.” Dancer Z terminated with an appeal and formula which the DI would adopt a year later when it began publishing online Flash Reviews of performances, most written by active dance artists:

“I want opinions, I want comparisons, I want meaning. Dance needs to be talked about not only in the context of its own history and trends, but in conjunction with trends in other art forms. I would like to read reviews which attempt to identify dance’s place in the constellation of ideological, economic, social, and aesthetic influences involved in its creation. Dance writing shouldn’t hide backstage, but should join in the wider cultural critical dialogue.

“I want to feel that writers are not only watching dance, but are asking the questions which need to be asked, drawing the parallels that need to be drawn, and fueling the wheel that struggles always to turn. In providing the push, the next challenge, or simply the truth, dance writers can be more involved in gathering and preparing the audiences of the future. Through writing which looks at dance in a larger context and acknowledges it as a citizen of the world capable of the responsibility which that invovles, dance can find the bridge to understanding itself and making itself understood, a connection imperative to its growth and ultimately, its survival.”

In other words, as Skoop Nisgar said: If you don’t like the news, go out and make some of your own.

Which the DI did.

Your turn.

— Paul Ben-Itzak

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